Anita,

Thanks for your answer.

During those 2 weeks I kept a state of happiness by doing intensive meditations (as far as I remember, at least an hour every morning, saying a certain mantra several hundred times). I also lived in a place that I like and worked in a way, which I enjoyed.

That happiness was the result of a purposeful effort.

what state/s of mind are dominant in between the rare breaks of happiness?

The dominant thought is “I have to get out of here”, i. e. change the place of living and my job to something more suitable for me. The consequence of that thought is that a day/hour, which I don’t spend on improving my life, is a day/hour wasted.

Best regards

Geek