I remember when I was about 8 or 9, My neighbour (about 7 years old) was able to help me, build a billy cart.The word “help” is a misnomer. he did it all by himself.I can remember thinking to myself how impressed my older brother will be to be fooled into thinking I could contribute some practical skill into our invention, when I was mechanically dyslexic in fact. My older bother was very mechanically minded and I was afraid he would be belittle me about such things. I have always had a mental block when it comes to fixing something or being a handyman in life. It traces back to this moment, a fear of my sibling’s harsh words.