Thank you Inky, yes.. There has always been an element of the white elephant. I should have done it properly and married her. Hindsight is a wonderful thing.

It’s worse first thing in the morning than at night, prime example is today.. Have a day off and I’ve been moping in bed!! It’s not like me and I’m just a bit worried I think.

A decade might see me and my BFF back together doing it right or maybe we will just still be BFF’s and happily married elsewhere!