Finally caught up with this thread guys and girls, thanks for the advice.
I really liked the bit about Broken attracts Broken!
So very true, I think i’m steering clear of the whole relationship thing and trying to focus on myself and get the thoughts of my ex partner out of my head.

It is very hard to and not sure how but time will tell, I’ve had relationships before but none that have bothered me and stayed with me so long. I can see it being a tough and long road but once I come out the other side, I’ll be a better, more mature and grown up person, its just a pity I can’t do it with a particular person I want!