Dear Anita,

last year surprised me with a family crisis. Long broken relationships were terminated after I realized they have gathered together to discuss distribution of family properties without me. They deprived me of my legal share in favor of my sister after as my father passed away 5 years ago. But the worst hit apart from behind the scene negotiations was that they completely turned their back on me morally and blamed me for being an awlful person to them. Despite the fact that I am the nicest and kindest person according to people who know me and despite my belief that I am a bad person. People who know me always tell me I allow too much for people and am a push-over, even at times I feel bad for standing up for myself. So their accusations shocked me even deeper. And the worst part was, that I felt betrayed and let down unexpectedly by my support system (yes I still used to consider my family a support system despite some communication issues) in a very bad time of my professional life. Changes were done and due to workforce “optimization” I was too expensive for the company and was forced to leave my job in order to free space for cheaper workforce. Because things happened so quickly I did not have much emotional resources to do much about it, I fought till the end, but got exhausted, lost weight and ended up with a major panick attach. So I left my job as quickly as possible in order to regain my health, but I had not spared any money. My last salary was transferred to me in December and since then I have cut all expenses sitting at my home saving money. But I have also bank loan payments which are due every month, and basically have almost no money left. There are no close people around me to ask for a loan that could afford to lend me some money, the bank is no longer an option, and I am still strugling to find any job to fix my situation despite the fact that I have not entirely recuperated from this emotional and nervous crisis. I have deleted my campaign as I realized I sound like an internet scam.