I had a great day with my boyfriend and now I have no option but to just move forward.so so sad,I messed up badly.He talked about being broken and he has much less love for me now.The tip of the iceburg was when I made zero effort to see his family and his daughter over xmas. The importance of this is just beyond massive to him! I can not repair that,ever! I can’t go back and change that,this confirmed the end for him.
I accept it is over,I no longer see him as my boyfriend…I just miss his company and him as a person. In our bubble things were just beyond amazing.Just too many differences finished us in the end. He said he would possibly meet for coffee in the future but he is happy to have a clean break. I am going to be positive and look forward to the future. Just feel so so sad today.