Dear Inky,
It is weird how easy it is to do that–to feel really bad when the one time they want to hang with you you’re busy. I think I’m not at that point where I’m like “miss me!”. I go “miss me–no…wait…I want to spend time with you!!!” My goal is to get there though.
Something urgent happend in my friend’s life and our plans were cancelled last minute so I ended up going to breakfast with my Dad. It actually was nice. He really does want to get to know me. It’s just that he doesn’t know how to connect. He’s like the Kevin Spacey’s character from American Beauty minus the attraction with my friends. He ended up asking if I wanted to see a movie, but I have so much school work to do so I couldn’t. It felt nice to receive the invite. I know though that deep down he invited me because he felt good during our time at breakfast. If he hadn’t I probably would be getting an invite in a year. I’ll remember to not look a gift horse in the mouth.