Dear alexa87:

You can’t help feeling what you are feeling. Feelings cannot be forced. You are hurt and angry and you distrust him. All this based on real experience with him and based on the information you have.

Over time, if you have different experiences with him and you have more information, you may feel differently. For example, if he proved himself over time to be serious about his recovery, if you see him making real efforts (while you don’t pressure him, just patiently wait and see…) then you may feel different.

Can you visit the Buddhist program he attends, see what that is about, see his involvement there (that would be new information for you, that over time, with other information and experience with him, MAY change your feelings).

anita