Dear Aislynn:

You need that connection… as lovely as your canine is, you need a human love story, isn’t this the message in you missing your ex boyfriend? After all, you are a woman and a young woman, so full of emotions and thoughts and awareness, a fascinating young woman, really. As I see it: a blessing to a good man to be involved with you! My goodness, that would be a fortunate man!

Only of course, you will remember what we discussed about power, what you have power over and what you do not, and how it is okay to look for comfort in someone strong enough, not only to provide comfort (that will exhaust you and leave you emptier…)

With time, you will find this love story. You are doing all the right things in that direction, mindfulness, and I read and responded to your thread about changing a major. So many things going on… almost exciting, if you don’t get too excited…

Pace yourself, calm… every day, every moment. It will get easier with practice.

If there is something I missed in your post above, something I did not attend to (I have a feeling there is something I totally missed)- let me know.

anita