Thank you Dina and Anita for your words! It’s amazing to me how someone from the outside can have so many insights. All the two of you said makes complete sense to me. I really appreciate your messages.
I haven’t heard from him ever since. Lately he even turned off the ‘last seen on’ feature of whatsapp so it really feels like he’s gone. He’s not a fb or instagram user, so I have absolutely no news/signs that he’s even alive if you know what I mean.

Anyway, now it’s finally time to move on. It hurts again but what other choice do I have, right?

If I ever have any updates I’ll share them here.

Susan