Anita,
You know, i would say that i’m comfortable, the more i talk about it. I don’t think i was distressed to begin with, i think i was just lonely at the time and reflecting on the ‘what ifs’ of my life. I still struggle to connect, but maybe its actually because i’m contempt with myself that i don’t want to connect with others on an in depth level? is that possible? I guess i was rationalizing the difference with being alone versus being lonely. Thanks Anita for asking questions, it has helped me clear my thoughts. I just hope i haven’t taken too much of your time up.
Matty