Man yea your right I mean I still feel the guilt that if I could have done that this way or that maybe things would be different but it is what it is I just can’t understand and makes me feel what u feel asher because she full of lies and don’t wana be honest she hides her feelings that she prob doesn’t even know her self anymore I feel like all this time being together she was jus looking for a gateway an excuse to break up ..I even left her everything all well furnished and even the car I just grabbed my things and walked away which I didn’t have to do that just that I chose too even fact that we did not have kids together