Hi Tre,

You are good enough. You just need to give yourself the chance to truly believe it in yourself too.

“I love him…all his imperfectly perfect human condition, his humor, his eyes, his optimism, on and on.”

That sentence right there you wrote, already says you love him deeply, which is EXCELLENT and a good sign of you expressing your feelings. Let your emotions come out, they are begging you too and continuing to suppress your feelings will make it worse, your fears, your anxiety. Set yourself free and just be. The rest will follow, it will flow naturally. <3

And YES, you in fact can do ANYTHING you set your mind to. 🙂

If you need to rage and get it all out somehow, then rage and get it all out somewhere you feel safe and have the privacy you need to do so.

Sleep well, you are already LOVING this special someone. So you are on the right path so far, just don’t be afraid to open up. As people are willing to love and accept you with open arms, just the way you are. 🙂

M.