Andy!!!
I hear you. I understand your pain SO WELL, trust me. I’ve just recovered out of 4 months after a break up. My days were just like yours. I also found out about other women with my ex. In fact I found out a lot of terrible stuff. But trust me- IT GETS BETTER. I’m here doing a lot better 4 months after. I’m stronger and I know myself much better now. I used to be skeptical when people told me that all the time. But yes we do heal. I even had arguments with all my frineds- almost lost most of them. So trust me please. It gets better!!!!