Giving a definition about love is difficult. But i guess that after 1.5 year i could not think of any other woman and tried to resolve my issues for us, there must be some love in here:)

I will show my interest in her in an honest way. All i can think of now is that she is well. I will update you with what happens. I just feel half without her around to watch her smile, holding my sister’s kids, waking up next to her in the morning, sending her flowers at her work just to make her day, showing up at her place when she did not expect it…How can i forget all these?:/
I feel devastated. Especially when i know there is another person giving her all these…