I believe everyone realizes love in a different way. Some love compulsively, some monotonically etc. It’s just how one feels.

What I’ve learned from this ‘experience’:

1. Relationships are hard. You must give an everyday fight. You don’t take nothing for granted. If you continue to dissapoint someone, there will be a time that he/she will crack and go away. You don’t expect them to be there for ever, hurting.

2. Treat a woman right and she will certainly be there for you too. To be honest, i haven’t treated her like a man should. I wasn’t there for her when she needed me.

3. You pay for your mistakes. You pay big time:)

4. You can’t change someone’s mind because you want to. It is just not right.

I hurt this girl, big time. I let her down and now i am trying to come back into her life. I will try to show her that I’ve change and what happens next it’s up to her.