Dear anxiousangel:

I am thinking that your information management (I still like your coined term) is obviously something that bothers you, robs you of energy, distracts you and you need to change it, stop it..or otherwise, you need “a shift” as you called it.

And I am also thinking that your information you hid from others is not information relevant to your authenticity. The hiding of it may be relevant, not the information itself.

I suppose it is something you need to peacefully accept, somehow, your social position into which you were born (the weather in my comparison), accept that social position, accept your father’s profession as the random circumstance of your birth, not as the authentic essence of who you are.

When you think about your father’s profession, the social stratum into which you were born, how does it make you feel? Do you feel ashamed, angry, fearful…frustrated, enraged…???

anita