He also told me when I was with him that he will do what he wants and I should do what I want and then we’ll see. Not all in a nice way. He also added that he can get anyone he wants just so I know.

And maybe he is just protecting himself, and I should have understanding for it.

I do not have any clear boundaries anymore.

I know I am far from perfect. I know that. And in this relationship I’ve been so closed off and disconnected. And I don’t know why.