Andy and I never had more than a friendship. I don’t think he ever really had those feelings for me, which I was okay with. I only wanted to be friends. We had a pretty rocky and rough relationship, but we always wanted to work things out. We both over think a lot of things, and that lead to a lot of hurt feelings, so it was hard to maintain that kind of relationship.

I was really upset with Kendall, until about a month ago I decided to make peace with her and asked to be friends again, and she was happy with that. Ever since then we’ve been friends. I never talked to her about my jealousy, because it kind of embarrassed by it. But she does know that it hurt me greatly every time Andy left me to be with her. She and I are both in the same sport and age group, and she always gets pretty upset at me because I win and beat her. So I think the jealously goes both ways, which probably isn’t too great in a friendship.

Also, I forgot too add that I let go of my bestest friendship with Andy because he caused me more pain than happiness (just wanted to clear that up a bit).

Thanks,
Jenna