hey Andre,
we all make mistakes in life, but that doesn’t make you a bad person . i myself am uncomfortable with my own problems . lately , i discovered that there are two ways of resolving the problems one is to deal with them and the other is to ignore them to such an extent that they leave no thoughts in our mind. And you need to stop thinking negative , boost your self confidence for that . Being sad is the phase of our life and remember happiness comes after a sad phase . So cheer up . Don’t feel insecure and don’t get scared of anything . You must be the reason behind someone’s smile . 🙂