My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 5 years. We love each other and are really close. We spend most of our time away from work together and hardly ever get sick of each other.
However, from time to time, I start thinking about this guy that I was friends with when I was younger. I had the biggest crush on him a decade ago, but never thought he liked me. People would tell me from time to time that he did, but I would never believe them. Over the past 4 to 5 years, the this guy has popped up in my dreams and in my thoughts and once he gets in my head, it takes weeks for me to get him out. And then I’m usually good for a few months and it starts all over again. I just don’t know why it keeps happening. I haven’t even seen him in 5 or 6 years.
I haven’t told my boyfriend about this because he gets super jealous. I don’t even have friends that are guys, because its not worth it. My boyfriend just always says that any guy that I talk to likes me and wants to have sex with me.
How do I get this guy out of my head. It’s driving me crazy? and why does he keep popping up in my head?