i don’t know why people behave the way they do anymore. i don’t know it at myself either. my friends say i will never change. it makes me sad. i think there’s nothing good at me and i think they think so too since my friends do not really like me. i don’t know what they want to make them like me. i’ve behaved kinda stupid for long, like, i sent a guy 129382 scolding messages about how depressed i was and that i wanted to change it and that i wanted to become a better person, and i scolded at him sometimes about why didn’t he like me because i was just unsure.. but that has to do with something too. im unsure. and i don’t know how to get this “sureness” on the right way from people. is it bad? is it a reason to dislike? none of my friends accepts this and i don’t accept it at myself either. i don’t know how to get friends.