Recently i changed my career path, because all that i wanted to do was theatre, movies and do creative stuff. I was a med student even though i was not getting the A that i wantes, i was doing pretty good, i felt anxious because others known more than i did, because they were getting highier grades than i did, and i though that getting good grades was the key of happiness. I could not take it anymore and i left med school, changing to pharmacy, because i thought changing to something similar would make me feel not that worthless because all of the time i spent in medschool. The thing is that here iam, in pharmacy school, feeling lazy because the truth is, i do not care about it, i have bunch of stuffs to do and i really do not want to do it, becuase im really responsible but it feels so damn boring and stupid.
im feeling horrrible about this situation, depresed and anxious. I see my self in a stage or in tv show, doing stuff that i like, but no, i will be in a boring laboratory.

what should i do?