Hi I don’t know where to start honestly. Don’t know how to explain the amount of shit I go thru ever since I got married 5 years ago. There so much to say (here)and so much that I ve already said (outside,earlier)that exhausts and vexes me to no end.
I am just starting. Just been exhausted after having to go through more tyranny and struggle and depression. Just mad. So apologise for starting off so  curtly and abruptly.

Let me cool off and explain more as we move on. All I wanna say rite now is that I am a long suffering and struggling wife that in one of the most devastating and depressing marriage that’s been causing more mental destruction for me.

I am married to an undiagnosed psychotic husband who is partially bi Polar with anger issues, and is emotionally abusive in every way.

I ve started this forum after I bumped into this site accidentally. I decided to join it as I am actively seeking support and am ken to make  a change. Cause recently my life just moved one notch high up to reach extreme misery. I wouldn’t say recent. But it’s kust frustrating when things gradually become worse than ever instead of the uthwr way around.