I am 28 years old. I have been smoking for 4 years now but I am not a heavy smoker. I have like 2-3 in a day. But recently for the past few months its been bothering me to smoke.It is probably the health effects or I just realized smoking does not do anything for me. I had a very tough last year where I lost someone I loved, quit my job before they would have fired me. I am always alone at home and find cigs to be a little someone for me. I know its not true. I am otherwise a very spiritual person. I am hopeful that in the next couple of months I will be married. I think it would be nice if I can wait uptil then to quit.
But this thought of quitting not quitting is making me go crazy and I just want my mind to be at peace.