My bf and I were together for 3 months. 1 month physically together and 2 months LDR. It feels like were perfect for each other and we already planned to get married and be together after 2 years. Our problems started when he invited me to meet his parents and i threw a tantrum when his dad doesnt want him to come back with me in China due to Ncov. He said i was immature and teenager like. He is 35 and im 34. I dont what happened to me I acted so awful. Maybe my hormones are at peak coz im not usually like that. First time i acted so childish. Another reason is he got disappointed when i cant handle my ex boyfriend (ex before him) properly. We broke up a year ago but he is still bothering me. And so, last february he broke up with me coz he is already fed up. After 2 days he texted me (like we never broke up) and asked me if i wanna go to bali. So i said yes. For the past weeks, we still text but not like we used to when we were together. This break up pushed me to be better and mature. I cut off my ex bf (ex before him). I reinvented and loved myself more. I can say im happier now. But then, it keeps me wondering if we can still fix “us”. He said it he missed me but fixing us is just difficult.  We texted each other again today, and he said i look happier. He also not sure if he can go to bali coz he is currently in the US for a trip and planning to extend his trip for the month of april coz his sister is getting married. I wasn’t really disappointed hence I replied, i would appreciate it if he would come but of course family first. He then said he ll try his best. But i dont wanna expect anything from him. He just plans but nothing happened in reality ??‍♀️  What else can I do?