Hi I am a 18 year old male who can’t decide on anything. I’ve been in this loop for about 6 months now before my life was like a fairy tale I was following a dream I was a semi pro gamer who was earning money playing a video game and I was on a path to becoming a professional. My dreams where crushed when I became lazy and my parents forced me to quit and I let go of a passion i’ve been chasing for nearly 9 years now. Now I don’t know where to go in life I wanna do everything but end up doing nothing at all. I used to not care about how I look but I lost allot of weight since my gaming days and have become much more attractive then before. I even got a modelling job offer that I did not take. Why? Because I feel like its not the path that I need to choose I also like fashion and clothes and selling things and buying but I don’t know what to choose i’m just lost. I have a feeling in me pulling me to make a choice and it hurts every second I spend thinking more about this makes it worse maybe its because im lazy I don’t know. My whole life ive quit everything I have been good at because it gets boring or I become lazy.  If anyone out their feels the same please help me, because I don’t know how to deal with this pain in side of my chest.