I’m going through some confusing feelings at the moment.

I had to go pick up the last of my things at my ex’s place today.  I think it acted pretty cold because I just didn’t want to get into everything again, and I think it hurt him.  He kept asking me if I wanted to talk…because last week I was asking him if hes dating/sleeping with anyone…and I dont know what I even asked him because I think I’m not even in love with him anymore.

He kept asking me if I wanted to talk, because of that etc.  I just said I wasnt ready to talk (but more because I didn’t want to).

We left it with just a hug, and I think he’s really hurt.  I feel awful, because I don’t think he is doing very well.

Seeing him though made me realize that I’m not in love with him anymore, which I know is a good thing, but I’m having these strong feelings of guilt.  I still care for him and want him to be ok.

I feel like I’m in this weird haze now, and don’t know how to think of him, and the situation. Do we ever talk again, do we become friends?  Its sad to think we wont ever see each other, but I don’t know what kind of relationship to have with him now.