Hi newlife,

At first while reading the initial part of your post I planned to ask you of a way to communicate with God. I know few ways of them…nothing very specific…but few of those generic ways like writing a letter, asking for a sign, meditating and listening to the inner voice, and so forth.
But then I read that you do not want to expose about it so I won’t ask.

But to answer your question…
“Is God telling me something?”

What I got to know from ‘Conversations with God – By Neale Donald Walsch’…
If the answer you get is filled with joy, love, peace, happiness, freedom, clarity, a sense of calmness it is the Divine voice and not of the ego. It should make you feel uplifted.

Because you are feeling freaked out and crazy, so not sure about what you are experiencing.

Or may be you should see what God is trying to tell you…Is s/he telling you that you are not the only child in this world to me? all others are also a part of me, would you like to share about this with the rest if it works for you so that all of humanity can benefit?

May be you can try sharing with someone very very close and see if there is any effect in your feelings. This is just my opinion, you may or may not do that, but if your anxious feelings (which has led you to ask a question here) reduces then you are on the right track.

When you understand that we are all interconnected and finally connected to the Divine Source then there won’t be feelings of competition or hiding anything from anyone. It will be all about caring and sharing.

Warm Regards,
VJ

• This reply was modified 7 years, 11 months ago by VJ.