Hi Tommy
I’m glad to hear that you aren’t beating yourself up. That is honestly fair. I have faith that you will figure things out.
I don’t know if anyone is better suited. I feel like the more voices are better than less. Different people require different things. I know that I have gotten a lot from our conversations, as well as the conversations you have had with others. I value your compassion and unique insights and I believe that others do as well.
Regarding the farmer story, these things are true. The difficulty is that everyone is different and we cannot see the future. It seems like an impossible question. If you find the answer, please let me know.
I wish you luck figuring things out! ❤️🙏