I was selfish in a friendship. When he was tired and worn out I accused him of lying because he texted me back and forth for a year and I honestly enjoyed it.. but recently I picked an argument with him, one of 5 and he seemed to be highly annoyed so let’s just say I know better and we haven’t talked in 2.weekd which feels like a year

he orig gave me his email, he called me when I was out of a job (was a good friend) and he even started making conversation through other social media chat messengers. And now without him telling me I noticed he dropped it all

Maybe it wasn’t just me , but sure feels like he ripped our friendship away on purpose

I block it out to forgive myself , to forgive him incase one day I have to be an adult

I have cried but trying to block
I need to forgive instead of staying wondering
I feel he fled right before I told him a secret that I never shared with any of my friends.

I told him because I thought he cared
I have no idea if he even cares anymore about me but I haven’t been a good friend so I need to let go .. I have let go