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October 5, 2015 at 3:20 pm #84782
jockParticipant-how long I can last in this current casual job without collapsing and going to ED of a hospital
-how pathetic my speech was at public speaking course last night
-how pathetic my future speeches will be
-if my dog is annoyed with me for not taking him for a walk yet
-should I have another biscuit
-is it too cold outside
-do I have a serious forum addictionOctober 5, 2015 at 3:41 pm #84786
AnonymousGuestI just listed fears for you, got scared looking at my list and withdrew my post.
anitaOctober 5, 2015 at 4:24 pm #84788
jockParticipantlike a mirror showing our insanity
October 5, 2015 at 7:55 pm #84799
AnonymousGuestLike a mirror… I had a textbook, fully diagnosed OCD, Jack, I was afraid of a million things. I heard a word, it scared me. I thought a thought, it scared me. I did thousands of rituals to keep away the dangers I feared. Numbers scared me, just mere thoughts, i was afraid I could make terrible things happen if I thought of those things. I was ruled by fear. Placing a black item over a red item scared me because black meant death, but then putting a red item over a black item can also be dangerous because red can mean blood. And hearing a disease word means it will happen to me. And the number four can be dangerous because i may know a child who is three who may not make it to four because the TV is on channel 4.
Call me crazy… My OCD is hardly there by the way, I mean the rituals, don’t do those anymore.
anita
October 6, 2015 at 3:35 am #84811
jockParticipantAnita
On one level OCD is such a debilitating thing to have.
But yours is a fascinating case study nevertheless.October 7, 2015 at 7:41 pm #84998
jockParticipantI’m worried if the sausages I am cooking will taste OK
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October 8, 2015 at 1:25 pm #85087
AnonymousGuestDear Jack:
How did the sausages taste?
anitaOctober 8, 2015 at 1:40 pm #85089
jockParticipantexcellent
and I notice the forums are working again after some technical hitchOctober 8, 2015 at 4:25 pm #85092
AnonymousGuestYes, Jack, it is working again. I emailed about this yesterday to forum’s owner yesterday. Last time I had sausage was only a few days ago, stuffed pumpkin with sausage, delicious!
anita
October 17, 2015 at 7:11 am #85532
AnonymousInactiveLuckily I don’t have much I need to be worrying about just now so I can afford just superficial stuff.
Getting skinnier. Need to be skinny. Though not bony.
Am I really going to drink again tonight? Oh please no but I know it’ll be a yes. Even a sociable half bottle with supper and friends but I know I’ll use my last fiver to buy another. To share but still. Again.
Other than that today there is nothing I need to be doing? Nowhere I need to go so doing me time things. Dye my hair, play with Reeth whitening kit . Persuading cat to keep me company.
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