Purpose,

Before falling asleep is the hardest somehow – I miss my guy the most then, I miss him even after a Skype call – I miss those days we had before long distance especially – though I love this new found closeness we have now, I miss just being still with him, the goofiness in person…sometimes I cry and end up writing long, emotional messages I delete 😛 then I feel calmer..sometimes I think God gave me too many tear glands or something.

Truth be said it saddens me that our situation is so complicated (lot of things beyond long distance) but I am glad that I have such a loving, respectful and encouraging partner in my life. I want to remain optimistic and strong despite these uncertainties.

Sorry I went off on a monologue suddenly…I just wanna say that I understand and that it will be okay.

Regards
Nina