Thats it. It was a new copywriting job and i lasted only 2 weeks. Boss told me that i couldnt do very easy and elementary tasks. Have no idea what to do next. There is no welfare in my country.
I realized that i am, in fact, very stupid person. Boss said that she didnt ask from me to know everything, she just demanded writing without stylistic errors. There was another guy in the department who worked there only 4 months and he did everything much better than i did. I looked at him and saw much better human being, a productive member of society, a smart person. And who am i? Cant even write without errors. Writing was the only skill that i thought i had and now i see that i dont have even that. Before this experience i whined that nobody would give me a chance on a job market. And here it is, people gave me a chance and i still fucked it up and proved that i am worthless.
With my ridiculous resume i wont be able to find any other good job. I searched this job for a YEAR. There is no way that i can find another good job quickly. And its so humiliating to ask my mom for money when i am 24 years old. All my friends, who congratulated me with landing this job, now must think that i am complete failure. And they are right. Of course they said that they are sorry about the outcome, but i feel that they are very disappointed in me.