My childhood was horrible.. Not only childhood until i was 24 until i forcefully left the family i was born in and people who are associated with it. Not only with this guy even after isolating myself from my family i keep going back now and then thinking that they might change thinking that i’m giving them a chance to understand me and love me and cherish me… and get deeply hurt yet again until last month… Instead getting away from toxic people what i do is allow them and give them all power to ruin me and drain me. that’s what i do. I’m writing about my entire life here just bear with me for few hours. Tiny Buddha is the only thing i come back to like a mom’s lap when i want to cry or when i want to cheer up or when i need motivation i guess its time i let out all the misery from my heart here..