Hello everyone,

It’s been a while. An update. I still remain in no contact with my ex. She was still liking my pictures on Instagram so ultimately I blocked her. I felt it was right so I wouldn’t have to see her name pop up on my phone and trigger anything.

Since then I’ve taken things day by day. Some days are extremely hard and some are good. I am strongly considering therapy. I believe giving an identity to my feelings will help me and be the final push of letting go. I believe I might suffer from depression.

I feel mad, sad, happy, confused, jealous and many others along the lines of that. And for some reason I feel like karma somehow needs to come around. But that’s just my mad, sad and confused self talking.

It’s gotten somewhat easier. I’ve put a lot of the heart ache on hold as I just found out my mom may have cancer again. So I’m focused being positive support for her.

Hopefully therapy works out for me. I’m excited.

Andy