I have another update.

Today at school I had to go to the library for some homework. In the back of my head I knew I would see my ex so I was scared as I walked because I didn’t want to see her and her new boy like I did before.

So on the way back to class, I walked into the building. I saw a pair of eyes looking at me and through everyone bustling around the campus I noticed it was hers. As she stood with her new boy looking at me.

Myself didn’t notice it at first but I feel as if she was looking at me for a while. I was walking with my friends laughing and smiling as we talked and walked to class.

Instead of feeling scared and hurt after seeing her, I felt okay. I sat in class feeling an overwhelming sense of confidence although it was on my mind.

I felt proud of myself. Because I took a major step in my own confidence. I thought I couldn’t face her but I feel like I can now.

It was weird. But I saw her again after class with her boy and she looked somewhat distressed. Maybe she wasn’t but it looked like it. Myself again laughing and smiling with my friends.

I feel proud of myself.

Andy.