@chris I did the exact same thing you did when I lived overseas. Multiple apps, many ladies, spent a lot of nights on the texting game. I wasn’t interested in sex either though it was an added bonus in my books.

I don’t have the full picture of what’s going on for you. From what I gather, you’re looking for love. You want to feel this connection with another person, but because of your disorienting schedule you can’t, so you do so in the form of texting/dating apps.

Does this sound right so far?