North Dakota is a beautiful state, but it does lack some things. The further West you go, the less there is. Heck, have a ~240 mile one-way trip just to get to me dermatologist.

Just watched a lot of disfunctionality; verbal abuse, manipulation, some physical abuse, etc. Several members of the family I could observe just never could seem to get/keep things together.

I had decided to just let things kind of die out with me. Why let they craziness continue on to another generation. Never much took part in a lot of social events because just didn’t feel like I belonged.

Now, when looking at my beliefs and trying to evaluate them, kind of scares me to think that I may have wasted so many years.