No worries. Remember many people including in our age range (mid twenties) are in relationships/marriages due to pressure from families, putting a time limit (OMG I’m almost thirty, I need to get married) or fear of being lonely. Make sure to remove those thoughts from your thinking and put a list of everything you want in a girl and then as Anita mentioned, go out there and “search” for her, but making sure she is not the top priority in your life.
Thank you and take care
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