Thank you anita, im curious to knw what things wre like for you, hw yur r journey was. Its always good to have an experienced persons story.
The problem I’m facing is the fact that I have conveniences. Things not entirely bad. That doesn’t justify the bad parts.. but if I were to be an outsider looking in, I’d have left long ago. Istill cant sedm to shake the fact that weve bee. Married amost 8 years and ive “normalized” the situation to “all couples have their issues”

Im not “in love” and Im not staying “to try u to work things out” because I dont have that desire. I want tobe young and free and happy and at peace..basically go back to who I was before I I gt married.
I feel like a completely different person. I hate it, but I feel so “trappdd” yet “comfortable” :/