Hi Wannabewarrior,
I think I went through something similar when I was about the same age. It’s like that old saying: ignorance is bliss (and it really is).
I think it’s not a bad thing that you a thinking critically (not necessarily negatively) about the world around you. However, I found from my experience that you shouldn’t get too stuck in this way of thinking or let it worry you. It will serve you better to focus on positive things and things you can change/control.
Vince
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