For the record, I am not perfect either!I also don’t want to have a victim mentality because everyone takes lumps in life, it’s what it takes for you to grow and learn. I have become very defensive so I can come off as very, judgemental and passive agressive maybe? I love being friendly and putting out good vibes into the world but the second I sense any sort of hate on me, guard is up and the not-so-nice-nancy side of me can come out. I can also be an idealist at times so with that comes a lot of negative energy since the world we live in is less than ideal… Gaaaah, I picture just taking my hand down my throat(in a metaphorical sense of course haha) taking it deep down to my core and just pulling out this bag of negativity garbage. It’s natural, life is ying and yang, but my life is a bit more on the negative side… :S