OH BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL person, YOU ARE PERFECT AS YOU ARE <3 You will get through this. it is okay to make mistakes but do not beat yourself up for them. You know you did all you could and that this is a confusing time but there is a blessing in this, discovering yourself, your hobbies and passions and exactly figuring out what you want in a soul mate. YOU ARE WORTH LOVING and so beautiful and you will not be alone forever. be happy by yourself for now, its not a bad or sad thing. it is the moment you need to be able to grow..evolve and know what you want, this is a period before you get exactly what you desire in life for your future. The perfect man for you, will come back to you, will treat you like the queen you are, will not make you feel bad, you will only have pure love and doing your best for him. do not blame yourself. remember the beauty in everyday life, like being able to meet those people and being in love and happy and alive, you can surely be this WITHOUT any men! first be happy to be alive just by being you and yourself. do ANYTHING thayt gives you joy, call up a friebnd, laugh, go explore and take it all make the most of the life you have been given. <3 you can be single andcompletely FREE AND HAPPY! This is a good time for you to work on being loyal and do what you can <3 think of this time as a blessing not a curse. its not karma, you did your best we all make some decisions we arent proud of but hey LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST NO REGRETS! YOU LOVED TWO PEOPLE VERY IMMENSELY <3 WHAT JOY WHAT PASSION! <3 and you aren't a disloyal cheating anything. you didnt wanna hurt anyone and couldnt control your feelings. we are human and its good to love and i know you will find the right person. please keep loving you, appreciate the miracles in everyday life like waking up, food, laughter, touch, smell, breathing being able to eat and walk do what gives u joy <3 dont focus on the past. its that for a reason it gave you lessons and helped you grow. CHEERS TO A BEAUTIFUL NEW FUTURE OF POSSIBILITIES PROUD OF YOU WAY TO GO YOU BEAUTIFUL LPERSON <3 I felt this too a bout people, then i ended up single for a bit was happy gues what?> found the love of my life still to this day! if it can happen to many people and me, IT CAN HAPPEN TO YOU<3 HAVE HOPE YOU CAN YOU WILL FIND HIM AND YOU CAN STILLL <3 BE GRATEFUL happy everyday and choose to look on the bright side and dcountyour blessings all the blessings <3333