Kittycat,

I get it. I just ended a painful relationship as well. I never caught him cheating but I suspected it. I couldn’t eat nor sleep half the time wondering what he was doing, where he was etc. He said I had trust issues and I did because I was the other woman in previous relationships. It’s a terrible place to be in and b/c of this I PROMISED myself and GOD I would NEVER be the other woman again. Just think about how bad you are hurting NOW imagine HIS WIFE finding out about you? The woman he made a VOW before GOD to. Imagine how SHE would feel? Would you EVER really trust him if he left HER for YOU? (No… you wouldn’t most likely). And he would possibly do the same to you. YOU DESERVE better!! Your OWN man. YES it hurts but get on with YOUR life. Get out, travel, join the gym, a church, a club, take a class. ETC. There are SINGLE men everywhere. ACTIONS speak louder than words so if he REALLY wanted to be with you he would. BUT don’t stick around wasting your time and your life on someone who is aletaken. I am not sure if you are religious or spiritual but there is a quote that says “GOD will NEVER send you someone else husband!” And that is the truth. GOOD luck… HUGS!!!

Butterfly