He still has feelings for her. That doesn’t mean he doesn’t have feelings for you. His position, that he feels strongly about both of you but in different ways, sounds like it could be true. That doesn’t mean you need to be happy with it, though, and you’re obviously not.

I would advise you to stop googling and filling your head with other people’s opinions on how you should have a relationship. Think instead about the relationship you have. What does he give you? How does he express his love for you? How do you feel towards him? What brought you together? What would you need to feel better about this situation?

Love is hard. Be well.