Hello beautiful girl you are not alone and we love you. This is a recent fresh breakup but oyh will be ok, if he is really what is meant for you you two will find a way to be together if tis really meant to be. Relationships take time to grow but atleast you helped eachother and learn from eachother, if you are wanting ti be friends with him give yourself time and be honest with him, and if he cant be in your life or you dont wanna and lose all contact with him its for the best youre a good person he will understand and atleast you helped eachother and grew together, wish him wekpll and focus kn your happiness joy keep in touch with family friends and do whatever makes yoy happy you will heal i promise honeys you never know what ljfe holds for you, you will learn and grow from this and im proid of you for taking charge and wish u all the best in life we love you keep posting there will alwaysbe someone out on here who cares for you and many people care for yoy nd love you you are never alone♡♡♡ you are always loved and i hope you can take comfort in the fact youll always survive youre a survivor you are alive healthy happy and this is your beautiful life, good luck beautiful person