Youre a beautifuk oerson nothings wrong with u do whatever gives u safety hope happiness focus on your happiness innevery day life, also for those who think jesus isnt a loving god, let people believe what gives them happiness. Jesus doesnt teach people to be mean or not loving, christiabity is about loving, whoever judges or is being mean is sinning and hopefully they kearn from it, we are all human, struggle helps us grow learn and help inspire people dealing and its all worth it beautiful personl you arent alone one day ull look back on this and smile because u got grough it, theres nothing wrong wtih u. Focus on daily baby steps your happiness always comes first u can helpmpeople by being you. Est yummy food read try new things hobbies anything different inagine what u want make steps to go for it theres a billion thingsnin life u havent seen yet snd its so incredible beest of luck to u we love u so much and beautiful u are a angel keep shining youll be ok im 19nive seen many of my little brothers aka my younger guy gay or lgbtq driends find someone they love and get through their struggles you can gpbe happy too, it starts with u, for now focus on what u can control how u see yourself how u treat others eith kindness your mom and mean people will get it eventually, be the change and be nice keep being awesome u, theres lots of good in the world life is beautiful and ur one of the people that make it this eay, it alk holds a lesson dont stop believing in hope Love Leni ♡Livelovelifeleni Positivity&Motivation ♡ u are never alone bless u