Anita i’ll still be here, just not FB. I’ll miss not hanging out with her and texting her but I figure once I get my shit together and finally one day in the future when we meet up in person it will be an amazing day of seeing her again. The first day we went to the docs to tell him I was suicidal and was looking for anti depressants we first met up for coffee for an hour almost, then after the appointment drove to Dallas road for a walk to talk, then we went down to the beach and along the rocks and sat down next to eachother talking and listening to the ocean. She posted on her FB that it was a good day after I posted it was a great day but she was going to post that anyway, she NEVER posts messages but only shares things on her wall, so we had a pretty awesome day together. She even took my picture as we both connected that day and were in the moment so to speak.

Mommalicious I feel that way too just talking to people about my problems, I feel as if i’m just a whiner and who cares about my problems, more important things out there then my feelings. Glad it helped you though, i’ll stick around aswell.