Thanks a lot Midnight and Nina. I definitely feel weird sometimes but I’m glad to have a reminder that I am normal. I guess I get impatient and kind of feel that small talk will never lead to a true friendship but that’s exactly how every single quality friendship starts. I’m starting my new job tomorrow so it’s really good to go in with low expectations and an open mind.

I have decided to do my favorite activities alone instead of relying on someone to join me or staying at home because I couldn’t find a friend to accompany me. So far I have gone to the cinema and to a concert alone. I met two really nice girls at my concert without even trying to meet people so it was a pleasant surprise. As you said Nina, it’s good to fill my days instead of being bored at home and ruminating. So I will continue to do this as doing my hobbies makes me really happy. It would be nice to click with someone through one of these events but only time will tell.